im officially on my break now, for two weeks.
there are a lot of things i needs to get done within this 2 weeks.
both uni and my own work.
its actually real intense now.
but more enjoyable, considering last year there were more limitations in things.
this year is really up to me.

there are also some changes to me as well.
for the past years, i always think that i don't even have enough time for my own stuff
how would i have time to help others....?
and this year, i have started to spend time helping others.
like...every monday mornings i go to a school and just spend less than an hour listen to children read to me.
they are actually really excited and wanting people to actually listen to them.
now that i think back.... was it that hard for me to just get 45mins out of 1 week to listen to kids last year?
well, at least i am starting to do it now.... its never too late for things like this.
there is never a time limitation to help or spend time with others.
helping people doesn't necessary means giving money but also spending time.

another thing that i have been thinking a lot lately is will i get a job when i graduate.
honestly.....eventhough i dont really like nz that much because of it is sooo slow and small. but i really like nz because of the ppl here.
i have spent 7 years in this country, and made a lot of precious friendships.
it would hard for me to leave nz.

anyways, blurp for today ends here.

have not blog for a while now.
there was a few times that i wanted to write something here
but then didnt end up to because of i lost the words i wanted to say or they are too long to write.
3rd year of cgd is great! a good start for the year.
some people might think that it will be cruisy for me this year since that im just doing 4 papers, 2 papers each sem.
But it is not what you think, there is a reason why i overload papers for the last few years because this year will be crazy. wont have time for other papers.
So it really annoys me when people say things like "you are so lucky! only 2 papers! so free"
most of the times when i hear this... i will keep quiet and just think that they dont really know so, its fair to make that statement. BUT when i am in a bad mood, i can just snap at them.

I think that is also why that i have been having mood swing lately..
i have that every year.... usually when im real busy
but lately i have been having it more often and CONTINUOSLY, so poor people around me... haha... i do get irritated very easily... so better warn people that is reading this and know me....
when u see me not smiling, look tired, doesn't talk much....better not talk to me.

Happy things also happened lately tho!
Jono and Kwan got married! soooooo sweet and cute!!!
they are really perfect for each other!
two of them are real nice people that i know and im really happy for them!
its feels really good to see friends getting marry! hehe
their wedding is the first wedding i attend (in terms of good friends)
they are heading to malaysia and HK on tuesday.
hope they have a good time there

i am gonna do back to my work now.
was just having a break from it.

狂煩！
都唔知要做乜
好多design噶野我都忘記佐！
死啦！返去一定俾老師鬧！

其實我返黎到以家真系無做過d有少少用噶野
仲有一個月我就返去啦！
好快！ 不經不覺已經過佐兩個月

前幾日同個朋友吃飯
傾起好多野
久時噶野， 以后噶野
但系講真啦， 我點plan都好。。。以后噶野邊個會知吖
只有上邊個位大人知！
我想發生噶野 唔一定會發生， 又可能遲d先發生， 又可能聽日就發生
聽日同d friend去唱k. 其實近排去佐唱k好多次
但系都好想去唱 我唔系好識唱
但系其實唱歌真系可以舒緩心情
講到我好似有憂郁癥甘 哈哈
但系我發覺我中意佐唱k

我呢個禮拜返去kl咯
過新年！ 摞紅包！

我今年要努力存錢吖！ 要努力賺錢！
我有好多好多野想買！！哈哈　
其實媽咪話買俾我　但系有好多野　自己用自己賺返黎噶錢買
就會覺得好好咯
而且又唔系自己無返工
自己買俾自己會珍惜ｄ噶！
而且我今年要去旅行！　當俾自己噶畢業禮物！
錢唔一定可以開心　　但系我覺得無錢就一定唔開心
會多ｄ煩惱咯
話我顯示都系甘講噶啦！

所以要努力隱錢！　哈哈哈　

been sleeping real early lately...
and lazy to go out. dont know why...
maybe cuz of the humidity...

what i have accomplished since i came bk.
None.
i really have to do something...
been trying to do my portfolio.. but cant think of a good idea for it...
then i tried my website... cant as well...
i think i work better in nz than in msia.
i have wrote down so many things that i COULD do with my portfolio in my phone as a reminder..
i do that when i go and lay down on my bed early... hahaha...
i think its because ppl in my house sleeps early.
but anyway, i have to get something done.. or at least have a solid idea for my portfolio

soon, i will go back to KL again for chinese new year.
CNY is always good, the fact that i will get lots of red packets! haha
and it would probably be a while after i will come back for CNY again...

Anyways, i still need to think of some new targets/resolutions for 2009.
for now... .i can only think of one...
1. Save up for end of the year 2009!

no matter what, i need to seek for the best in everything..
studies, work, etc.
Will try not to waste time!

last day of 2008

went to pulau manukan. got burnt... but it was fun.
we went to sutera harbour for swims first.. then take the boat from there...

obviously, there were a lot of people since that it is the last day of 2008 and lots of tourists too!
came home afternoon ish... we were all v tired..so didnt cook n didnt go out to eat... we ordered takeaways.. ahha

anyways, since that a year has gone...
lets think about what i have achieved for 2008.
well, i hv achieved a few things that i set at the beginning of the year.
such as save up for a mac. and i did.
etc.....
but there were things i didnt achieved too...

hopefully the new year resolution for 2009 will b better.!
i need a few days to think about it tho.
i dont want to just simply thing a few things and set them as my goal for the year.
it is soooooo stupid! and i know a lot of ppl do that!
so pointless!

anyways... went side track...
i still havnt complete my portfolio and website...
well actually not even close....
i really have to spend more time on them!!!!!!

Christmas have past.
now everywhere is preparing for chinese new year.
i will be back to KL during cny. will get lots of red packets!

anyways, what i did for christmas.....
nothing really. just hang out with friends.
the decorations here in sabah is not that exciting....
quite depressing actually.
then on boxing day, me and a couple of my friends went to karaoke!
we planned to get there at 2. but ended up reaching there at around 4pm
then sang till 7. wait for another friend and went to have dinner.
was really nice hanging out with them
too bad i forgot to take photos. i brought my cameras.. but i forgot about them

what to do for new years eve??
one of my friend told me to go to a hotel lounge.
they are having a countdown thingy... apparently should be quite nice.
but i dont know anyone there, and plus i dont know lots of ppl in sabah.
so cant really find anyone to go with me
i guess i shall stay at home again...
but i wont go to popular places during those times anyways, it will be packed with people!

v soon... i will b older again......
cant believe.....

was cleaning up my stuff in my old room at KK.
found a piece of paper, it was a very old paper....
has "Junior 1 Ping" on it.... it was the class list when i was at junior one!
man.... i dont even remember most of the people on the list.
only recognised a few (less than 6)... n fortunately i still keep contact with that 6 people.
quite cool actually! and coincidently 2 of them talked to me on msn while i was looking thru the list.
n we spent a good amount of time chatting on msn about stuff happened at Junior 1.
memories are always good!

one of them are coming bk at jan. want to meet up soon!

i will keep that paper safely....n bring bk to nz!

im officially on my break now, for two weeks.
there are a lot of things i needs to get done within this 2 weeks.
both uni and my own work.
its actually real intense now.
but more enjoyable, considering last year there were more limitations in things.
this year is really up to me.

there are also some changes to me as well.
for the past years, i always think that i don't even have enough time for my own stuff
how would i have time to help others....?
and this year, i have started to spend time helping others.
like...every monday mornings i go to a school and just spend less than an hour listen to children read to me.
they are actually really excited and wanting people to actually listen to them.
now that i think back.... was it that hard for me to just get 45mins out of 1 week to listen to kids last year?
well, at least i am starting to do it now.... its never too late for things like this.
there is never a time limitation to help or spend time with others.
helping people doesn't necessary means giving money but also spending time.

another thing that i have been thinking a lot lately is will i get a job when i graduate.
honestly.....eventhough i dont really like nz that much because of it is sooo slow and small. but i really like nz because of the ppl here.
i have spent 7 years in this country, and made a lot of precious friendships.
it would hard for me to leave nz.

anyways, blurp for today ends here.

have not blog for a while now.
there was a few times that i wanted to write something here
but then didnt end up to because of i lost the words i wanted to say or they are too long to write.
3rd year of cgd is great! a good start for the year.
some people might think that it will be cruisy for me this year since that im just doing 4 papers, 2 papers each sem.
But it is not what you think, there is a reason why i overload papers for the last few years because this year will be crazy. wont have time for other papers.
So it really annoys me when people say things like "you are so lucky! only 2 papers! so free"
most of the times when i hear this... i will keep quiet and just think that they dont really know so, its fair to make that statement. BUT when i am in a bad mood, i can just snap at them.

I think that is also why that i have been having mood swing lately..
i have that every year.... usually when im real busy
but lately i have been having it more often and CONTINUOSLY, so poor people around me... haha... i do get irritated very easily... so better warn people that is reading this and know me....
when u see me not smiling, look tired, doesn't talk much....better not talk to me.

Happy things also happened lately tho!
Jono and Kwan got married! soooooo sweet and cute!!!
they are really perfect for each other!
two of them are real nice people that i know and im really happy for them!
its feels really good to see friends getting marry! hehe
their wedding is the first wedding i attend (in terms of good friends)
they are heading to malaysia and HK on tuesday.
hope they have a good time there

i am gonna do back to my work now.
was just having a break from it.

狂煩！
都唔知要做乜
好多design噶野我都忘記佐！
死啦！返去一定俾老師鬧！

其實我返黎到以家真系無做過d有少少用噶野
仲有一個月我就返去啦！
好快！ 不經不覺已經過佐兩個月

前幾日同個朋友吃飯
傾起好多野
久時噶野， 以后噶野
但系講真啦， 我點plan都好。。。以后噶野邊個會知吖
只有上邊個位大人知！
我想發生噶野 唔一定會發生， 又可能遲d先發生， 又可能聽日就發生
聽日同d friend去唱k. 其實近排去佐唱k好多次
但系都好想去唱 我唔系好識唱
但系其實唱歌真系可以舒緩心情
講到我好似有憂郁癥甘 哈哈
但系我發覺我中意佐唱k

我呢個禮拜返去kl咯
過新年！ 摞紅包！

我今年要努力存錢吖！ 要努力賺錢！
我有好多好多野想買！！哈哈　
其實媽咪話買俾我　但系有好多野　自己用自己賺返黎噶錢買
就會覺得好好咯
而且又唔系自己無返工
自己買俾自己會珍惜ｄ噶！
而且我今年要去旅行！　當俾自己噶畢業禮物！
錢唔一定可以開心　　但系我覺得無錢就一定唔開心
會多ｄ煩惱咯
話我顯示都系甘講噶啦！

所以要努力隱錢！　哈哈哈　

been sleeping real early lately...
and lazy to go out. dont know why...
maybe cuz of the humidity...

what i have accomplished since i came bk.
None.
i really have to do something...
been trying to do my portfolio.. but cant think of a good idea for it...
then i tried my website... cant as well...
i think i work better in nz than in msia.
i have wrote down so many things that i COULD do with my portfolio in my phone as a reminder..
i do that when i go and lay down on my bed early... hahaha...
i think its because ppl in my house sleeps early.
but anyway, i have to get something done.. or at least have a solid idea for my portfolio

soon, i will go back to KL again for chinese new year.
CNY is always good, the fact that i will get lots of red packets! haha
and it would probably be a while after i will come back for CNY again...

Anyways, i still need to think of some new targets/resolutions for 2009.
for now... .i can only think of one...
1. Save up for end of the year 2009!

no matter what, i need to seek for the best in everything..
studies, work, etc.
Will try not to waste time!

last day of 2008

went to pulau manukan. got burnt... but it was fun.
we went to sutera harbour for swims first.. then take the boat from there...

obviously, there were a lot of people since that it is the last day of 2008 and lots of tourists too!
came home afternoon ish... we were all v tired..so didnt cook n didnt go out to eat... we ordered takeaways.. ahha

anyways, since that a year has gone...
lets think about what i have achieved for 2008.
well, i hv achieved a few things that i set at the beginning of the year.
such as save up for a mac. and i did.
etc.....
but there were things i didnt achieved too...

hopefully the new year resolution for 2009 will b better.!
i need a few days to think about it tho.
i dont want to just simply thing a few things and set them as my goal for the year.
it is soooooo stupid! and i know a lot of ppl do that!
so pointless!

anyways... went side track...
i still havnt complete my portfolio and website...
well actually not even close....
i really have to spend more time on them!!!!!!

Christmas have past.
now everywhere is preparing for chinese new year.
i will be back to KL during cny. will get lots of red packets!

anyways, what i did for christmas.....
nothing really. just hang out with friends.
the decorations here in sabah is not that exciting....
quite depressing actually.
then on boxing day, me and a couple of my friends went to karaoke!
we planned to get there at 2. but ended up reaching there at around 4pm
then sang till 7. wait for another friend and went to have dinner.
was really nice hanging out with them
too bad i forgot to take photos. i brought my cameras.. but i forgot about them

what to do for new years eve??
one of my friend told me to go to a hotel lounge.
they are having a countdown thingy... apparently should be quite nice.
but i dont know anyone there, and plus i dont know lots of ppl in sabah.
so cant really find anyone to go with me
i guess i shall stay at home again...
but i wont go to popular places during those times anyways, it will be packed with people!

v soon... i will b older again......
cant believe.....

was cleaning up my stuff in my old room at KK.
found a piece of paper, it was a very old paper....
has "Junior 1 Ping" on it.... it was the class list when i was at junior one!
man.... i dont even remember most of the people on the list.
only recognised a few (less than 6)... n fortunately i still keep contact with that 6 people.
quite cool actually! and coincidently 2 of them talked to me on msn while i was looking thru the list.
n we spent a good amount of time chatting on msn about stuff happened at Junior 1.
memories are always good!

one of them are coming bk at jan. want to meet up soon!

i will keep that paper safely....n bring bk to nz!